Wow, I have really neglected this blog lately. It was because the OLQE took over my life last week. The fear of failure combined with the devious questions combined with the sheer pressure of trying to study and work at the same time really turned me into a bit of a jaw-clenching nightmare-having neurotic beast.
The test happened on Tuesday morning, in the subterranean depths of a rather sketchy Holiday Inn on the Golden Mile in TST, Hong Kong, right next to the Chungking Mansions. It was a bit surreal to be sitting down for an exam in a ballroom, with glitzy crystal chandeliers and pink tablecloths everywhere. The test site had a huge clock counting down at the front of the room, which was a bit terror-inducing. I shared a table with another girl who was pretty good about keeping to her side of the table. We were not at all friendly and did not exchange names or hellos. Oops.
I guess at this point in our lives we are veterans, if not skilled, at taking standard examinations. I have sat through the PSATs, the SATs, AP exams, numerous and plentiful standardized multiple choice exams, tests in essay question format, the LSATs, the New York bar exam... but I don't think the stress ever really goes away, at least not for me.
The day after the exam I had a long and realistic dream about answering every question wrong on the test...always a good sign. I am really hoping that now that the exam is over I can sleep better and that my left jaw muscle can finally relax. The pain was slowly easing into my ear and I was beginning to hear clicking sounds...
The test happened on Tuesday morning, in the subterranean depths of a rather sketchy Holiday Inn on the Golden Mile in TST, Hong Kong, right next to the Chungking Mansions. It was a bit surreal to be sitting down for an exam in a ballroom, with glitzy crystal chandeliers and pink tablecloths everywhere. The test site had a huge clock counting down at the front of the room, which was a bit terror-inducing. I shared a table with another girl who was pretty good about keeping to her side of the table. We were not at all friendly and did not exchange names or hellos. Oops.
I guess at this point in our lives we are veterans, if not skilled, at taking standard examinations. I have sat through the PSATs, the SATs, AP exams, numerous and plentiful standardized multiple choice exams, tests in essay question format, the LSATs, the New York bar exam... but I don't think the stress ever really goes away, at least not for me.
The day after the exam I had a long and realistic dream about answering every question wrong on the test...always a good sign. I am really hoping that now that the exam is over I can sleep better and that my left jaw muscle can finally relax. The pain was slowly easing into my ear and I was beginning to hear clicking sounds...