Here is a nice random assortment of pictures from the end of April - all the bits and bobs that didn't get included previously.
We have been taking walks - some on my own, some with my parents, some with Lola. It's pretty cool how green the paths are when a cityscape is so close by.
Sometimes we manage to get everyone into the bedroom at the same time for a bedtime story or two.
It has been really nice for Lola to spend with her grandparents - and of course for the boys to get cuddles from popo and yeye also.
I spend a lot of time with Lola. I have been wrestling with a lot of
guilt about how much time I spend with her versus the boys. Their needs
are of a more elemental nature which I feel I can outsource, while she
clings to me like a barnacle and wants to do everything with me. While
that is so wonderful, it also gives me serious and deep anxiety about
how I am going to balance everybody and ensure everyone gets enough
attention and time later. And this is all happening when I am not even
working yet. I just don't know.
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